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Do You Ever

Falling down
A never ending abyss
You’ll never be there to catch me
That’s the truth
You know it yourself
You’ve always been there
To let me down

Do you ever wonder
If I’m still in pain
Do you ever think
That you broke my heart
Do you ever believe
It was all your fault
Do you ever feel
Sorry, for me, for you
For us?

When I walk by in the hallway
You’re always there
Ready with a smile
And it breaks my heart
A little more each time
Knowing that
We’ll never be the same

Do you ever wonder
If I’m still in pain
Do you ever think
That you broke my heart
Do you ever believe
It was all your fault
Do you ever feel
Sorry, for me, for you
For us?

You’re with another girl now
And it just kills me inside
Knowing that we could have made it
I’m not close to perfect
I’m breaking at the seams
And those smiles you give
Are like a knife to my sanity

Do you ever wonder
If I’m still in pain
Do you ever think
That you broke my heart
Do you ever believe
It was all your fault
Do you ever feel
Sorry, for me, for you
For us?

Because…

I will always know
That I’m still in pain
I am sure
That you broke my heart
It is my fault
And it’s yours
I am forever
Sorry
And I’m done
Looking back at every scar
You left
In my heart

(c) AK

Winter Break Begins~

Yeah~! Winter Break is finally here. ‘Course there’s still work to be done, but at least schools on hold for a while.

Today was totally fun, and… free? Well, in first period History, our teacher was late, so another teacher filled in. all we did was chat, since there were only five people in the class~ Then in second period, Careers, my teacher let us talk and do as we pleased, so I happily finished Blue Bloods, and I have to say, the book is awesome. Not cliche, and not too out there. I enjoyed it a lot, so now I need to find the second book to read… In fourth, or well… third period, we just ran around the class taking pictures, drawing on the board, and chilling. It was hilarious some of the things my friends did. Then in last period… or fourth period? Our school counts lunch as period three, since some people have classes at that time, and so it’s a little confusing. Well, anyways, in math we just ran around the school, exchanged gifts (well I recieved, but I’m giving after the break ^^) and our teacher was surprisingly nice today, so she gave out chocolate and let us play cards, and draw all over the board, and run around to other classes. It was a fun day.

Later on, at 11:30? :40? somewhere around there, the Holiday Assembly started. It was pretty cool, even though some of the performances were the same as the ones from Destination NV. They did the study hall skit again, but I think it was better this time. It’s basically Quest Crew (america’s best dance crew season 2//so you think you can dance) but high school kid version. It was fun~ They also did a skit about the true meaning of Christmas which was good =) A few people sang, but I think my favourite perfomance was the teacher’s performance. First the male teachers did this kind of rockband thing, where they all play instruments and one female sings, so they did two of those, and then the female teachers came out and danced to Single Ladies by Beyonce. It was really good ^^

My favourite student performer was this girl who sang Fireflies by Owl City, she did it really well, and then everybody brought out their cell phones and started waving them back and forth. The whole assembly was awesome~

Currently: Just chilling. Finally~!!

Reading: Starting Dreamland by Sarah Dessen if my friend permits it (this is what happens when you try to give a book lover a book, and try impossibly hard to not give away the secret)

Listening to: Tic Toc by Kesha

X-Mas Tree

Today, me and my family put together out Christmas tree. It was tradition for us to do so after the Santa Clause parade. So today consisted of a lot of ornament hanging and ribbon wrapping. You know how in some trees people put a theme to it, not ours. Ours is filled with whatever ornament we thought was cute at the shop. It’s nice though, the different memories and colours. Also, a few days ago, my dad put up the Christmas lights on our roof. Many peopls go full out with their lights, but not my dad. He puts one string across the roof, and thats it. Simple, sometimes a little too simple.

All the Christmas decorating got me thinking about the different songs I used to love~

The Christmas Shoes~ It’s such a touching song. I remember I used to make fun of it when I was younger, but once I sat down and listened to the lyrics, I realized that the song wasn’t stupid… I was for laughing at it…

Another one is Faith Hill’s Where Are You Christmas~She’s an AMAZING Singer~

…I hope those work….

Currently: Bored… which is why I have two posts today~

Reading: Same thing as this morning

Listening to: Where are You Christmas by Faith Hill

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